I want desperately to wear heels
I think high heels are so confident and conspicuous. I like the way they clip clop down a noisy hallway announcing your professionalism. I hate the way they clip clop down a quiet one though. I often find myself tip-toeing in heels. I love that when I wear a pair of heels I instantly become the desired height I had hoped to be when I was 13. I marvel that female ballroom dancers do everything males do, backward and in heels. I enjoy running in heels and would love to participate in the 100m stiletto sprint in Holland, but it's for drag queens...
High heels have never been comfortable for me. I am just too practical. And I like to walk without my feet staging a violent protest with the use of blisters, squished toes, and arch aches. The only part of my feet that loves heels are my heels, they get a break from pavement pounding. I envy those women who seem to have been born in high heels. They sport them all day like they're wearing moccasins, and I have to take them off half way through the day and apologize to my tortured little pieds.
I bought a pair of heels the other day, and they are gorgeous. Honestly, a tannish beige-ish colour with a three inch heel and a hidden platform in the toe, I had to buy them. I got them home and started to fret, would I really wear them? Could I make good use of them, or would they just fall to the back of my closet like so many other pumps before them? I always wanted to be a heel wearer but just don't think that I have allowed myself to become accustomed to them. With the purchase of these shoes, I decided that I would become a heel wearer. I will wear them for the sake of confidence and conspicuousness.